I don’t know how much longer I can take seeing my ex’s posts on how happy he is now that I’m gone.
New romantic partner; making posts about her and how good his life is.
It makes me feel like a cheap place holder.
Or like a quick fuck.
It makes me feel like a burden.
And I hate that I can’t make anyone happy.
How are ya?
I guess I can use this ask to give people a life update.
I recently changed doctors. He wanted to add more prescriptions to my already long list of medications. So I left him for another shrink.
My new doctor has taken me off 6 medications. Now I only take 5 (excluding my birth control).
I’ve been going through intense anxiety and panic attacks that last for days.
I’m super single and was dumped because I’m too unstable.
I’ve gained 15 lbs due to the drastic hormone change of significantly reducing my chemical cocktail of pharmaceuticals.
I’m lonely and insecure and unhappy and I’m rapid cycling. I’m going from not eating for days to spending $500 a week.
So I’m not good.
But thanks for asking.